My friend gave me a camera to use. She read on my blog that I had lost ours. I still cannot find that stinken camera! I also cannot find a movie we rented from redbox. I guess we will end up buying it. Ryan is the king of taking things and hiding them. I am sure I will find my camera one day in his stuff. Baseball season is almost over for Jamie. He started in Feb. I am now just getting sick of him being gone. When he comes home I am too tired to talk much. I miss him. On Mothers Day he treated me like a princess. He did not even ask me to lift a finger. He even changed Ryans diaper. He made me breakfast in bed (I ate that half asleep). Then he made filets a veggie tray, bread and a cake. I even got to take a little nap. I am so lucky to have such a sweet man.
I have not been up to blogging as of late. I have been really working on taking care of myself. I have been depressed for about a year now. I have been trying so hard to get better. I think I am finally coming out of it. I feel like I have had so many trials and have had to really look at myself and try to better myself. I have hated myself a lot. I am very hard on myself and I tend to always look at what is bad about me. Things are better for me. I can honestly say I am feeling more peace. I am very blessed to have a awesome husband, great kids a Mom and Dad who care and great friends. This summer is going to rock the house! My kids are in for a fun summer. I am excited!
Jamie and I still are hoping to adopt but it is not consuming us. Luke and Aubree ask atleast 3-4 x's a week for a baby. Luke asked me to just push one out. He saw our dog have pups so now he thinks all I have to do it push and one will come out. He used to say he wants a baby brother now he is saying brother or sister... I think he is to the point of just wanting a baby in the house. I really do hope we are able to add to the family.
Well, I hope to be back to blogging. I am busy with the kids and other stuff. Maybe next time I will even post pictures!!!
3 comments:
yay, darla!
Come on, just push out a couple more kids, it's easy!:-) I'm glad you are feeling better about life. I think we all go through rough times in our lives and it's how we deal with it that matters. So, hang in there all will be well.
I'm glad you got spoiled on Mother's Day. Mine stunk. Mike was in and out of the hospital all day. Oh well, Mylee made me waffles for breakfast. That counts!
I'm glad you are blogging again. Miss ya.
Darla I almost gave up looking at your blog since every time I got on I felt disappointed there was nothing there but the old blogs. You are such a great blogger, I get a big laugh every time I read it. Your kids have got to be the funnest that I have every heard of.
I know you have had a rough time this past year and I'm glad your starting to feel better. I know your a busy mom and I'm proud of you for all your able to do with your family. Don't be hard on yourself because your perfect in my book. You do so much for your family and that's good but don't forget yourself because your very important in your home.
Love, Mom
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