My friend gave me a camera to use. She read on my blog that I had lost ours. I still cannot find that stinken camera! I also cannot find a movie we rented from redbox. I guess we will end up buying it. Ryan is the king of taking things and hiding them. I am sure I will find my camera one day in his stuff. Baseball season is almost over for Jamie. He started in Feb. I am now just getting sick of him being gone. When he comes home I am too tired to talk much. I miss him. On Mothers Day he treated me like a princess. He did not even ask me to lift a finger. He even changed Ryans diaper. He made me breakfast in bed (I ate that half asleep). Then he made filets a veggie tray, bread and a cake. I even got to take a little nap. I am so lucky to have such a sweet man.
I have not been up to blogging as of late. I have been really working on taking care of myself. I have been depressed for about a year now. I have been trying so hard to get better. I think I am finally coming out of it. I feel like I have had so many trials and have had to really look at myself and try to better myself. I have hated myself a lot. I am very hard on myself and I tend to always look at what is bad about me. Things are better for me. I can honestly say I am feeling more peace. I am very blessed to have a awesome husband, great kids a Mom and Dad who care and great friends. This summer is going to rock the house! My kids are in for a fun summer. I am excited!
Jamie and I still are hoping to adopt but it is not consuming us. Luke and Aubree ask atleast 3-4 x's a week for a baby. Luke asked me to just push one out. He saw our dog have pups so now he thinks all I have to do it push and one will come out. He used to say he wants a baby brother now he is saying brother or sister... I think he is to the point of just wanting a baby in the house. I really do hope we are able to add to the family.
Well, I hope to be back to blogging. I am busy with the kids and other stuff. Maybe next time I will even post pictures!!!